what I get after a period fighting?as people says, I get what I want! So I put all I get on a white sheet, look at them carefully, I got a little bean, a broken jar and some clay...so i ask myself why? why i got these? I searched my soul for the reason, a strong voice telling, boy, that because what you want is all about.
People usually get what they want, if you want to done perfect then you can, if you want to cheat yourself then you get, and if you want to run away, you will running.
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what you want then you will fight and get what you want, and it will reflect the way you thinking for the next and affect the way you making a choice for the next step, soonly, it will beome your experience. So, I told myself never play yourself and others, never do cheating, don't run instead of stay and fight! You can be pushed back but not means you are back, you may be beat down but that not means you are be beaten, but if you run first, then you start running, and the second time, you will running easily, the third time, problems seems stronger than ever, and running seems the best way for you, forth time, you admit you are weak, fifth, you alow yourself running.......then, you become no choice but run!
what should do
get yourself fresh, get foods, get rest, get activises, you've been told yourself in dangerous, and you, only you can become the hero who save yourself. calm now is what the heart needed, go to a park, or walking around lake, then talking to yourself, tell him, I want to be good, I want happy, I want to be successed, but kindly, patiently. get yourself listen to your inner voice, let him to be your guide, let him happy, let him growing.
